Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Day 28 -- Something you hope to change about yourself and why

There are a ton of superficial things that I would change about myself (lose weight, have smaller boobs, lol).  I am trying to be better about these things. So two things I would truly want to change about me are....

1. I wish I didn't care what you thought about me. All of you. I want to be liked. I want to be important. And although I am improving, it's still not where it should be.

2. I wish I liked to run. Or workout at all. I hear people say all the time how relaxing running is. How great it is to clear your head. But to me, its miserable. I absolutely hate it. It would be so much easier to get in shape and stay in shape if I have any enjoyment in it at all.

I don't believe either of these things are life changing or anything, but I think it would help me be a better me. I am overall a happy person. And I think I am daily trying to better myself. Thankfully, where I am weak, God is strong. He is shaping me to be the best me I can be, and if that me hates running and still cares what others think, then thats fine by me. Truth be told. I don't need to change anything about me to be happy. I am happy. Truly and completely happy.

1 comment:

Ren said...

#1 was incredibly honest.. Few people would admit that.. Go you!